Okay, after a series of moderate to severe disappointments in the past few months, I finally have some good news to share. I have a new job. (At the same place that I have long worked at, but still, new position for me.) It's permanent full-time and comes with benefits and sick days and all other good things.
Will be a completely new routine with new responsibilities, but I'm sure it won't take me too long to get the hang of it. Especially now that having it all makes the future a lot brighter. It's taken a goddamn long time to accomplish, but now I feel like I can actually make plans for stuff I want to do with my life, rather than just sit on my ass worrying about the food versus rent situation.